Evening Ranting

Is it just me or does anyone else have an area of life that they just can't seem to be good at?! I'm not talking painting or drawing or some other talent. I'm talking a real aspect of life that you seriously cannot do well.

I have one, and I hate it! I feel like just the time that things are going ok and I feel like it might be different...BAM...reality check...I am still horrible at this!!

I mean, I try (some times too hard!) I definitely have the "want to". It just doesn't seem to work out for me. The thing I hate the most is that my lack of ability to be good in this area of life affects other people. So, not only am I frustrating myself but also others.

Maybe I'm the only one in this boat. (Believe you me, it wouldn't be the first time I was riding solo in a boat of life!) To be truthful, I hope no one else feels like this, because it is miserable!! I hate feeling like no matter how hard I try, I just can't do it - at least not as well as I should be doing it. I know we women put a lot of extra pressure on ourselves, and I really try not to do that, but some times it just happens!

I've always heard the saying, "If at first you don't succeed, try, try again!" Maybe that's what I need ... To just keep trying. Surely one of these days I'll get it, right?!